I'm on a kick again.
Its sort of one of those dawning realizations. I get those every now and again, and I'm never quite sure what sets them off. Its probably a combination of things, including but not limited to standing in front of a mirror naked, playing everquest for six hours straight, and finding out that I can't lift nearly as much as I should be able to.
I have a theory. People, in general, should strive for perfection in what they do. The truly notable people in this world are those that are driven, and in general, those are the people I'm attracted to. My friends are usually very driven people, my girlfriends most certainly have been, and its that drive that makes them interesting. Lazy people, in general, bore me incredibly, and I've found myself getting complacent the past month or so. Complacency comes in many forms however, and while I won't say I've been lazy recently, I will say that I've sorely neglected aspects of my life.
Its hard to quantify (qualify?) these sort of things. Its a general malaise that comes over me; its happened before and it usually galvanizes me towards some action. In this case I think I've just spent too much time on my ass, chasing leisurely pursuits. Those things are nice, and even useful at times. But its the difference between drinking a Mt. Dew every now and again and chugging three a day. Too many empty calories are bad, and I've got quite a surplus building.
So...its time for a purging...again. Time to relegate my hobbies to a smaller corner and spend some more time developing myself in various other, more useful, pursuits.
If all of this leaves you vague and confused, don't worry, so am I. I just feel the need to push myself again, and I haven't done that in far too long.
Miss Any?
Alright, we're gonna give this a shot
January 02, 2005
Let's see how badly I failed these last year
December 31, 2004
Okay, so its trendy
December 28, 2004
Its just like that asshole, Joe fucking Lieberman. Annoying and rather pointless.
December 27, 2004
Is this a typical Christmas?
December 26, 2004